Thursday, January 6, 2011

Another night

Not really in the mood for sally's spa tonight or Kafka.. Can't find the right thing to distract me tonight. Haven't been feeling much since I came back. Not going through the same motion as I always do either.. Just numb. I'm not sure if it's better this way or to let the emotions flow. To look around and feel annoyed, irritated, frustrated, betrayed. Then again, emotions can be such hindrance, esp for me. This insecurity isn't a good feel. I've moved so many times but never under such circumstances. Such is life. You live, you learn. Most people are not worth your kindness. Well.. It hasn't been all bad. I've managed to throw out things I've kept.. just because. It had such good memories attached to it. But history is history.

I'm looking forward...
'I'm constantly seeking for you. Our time. Our smiles. Our laughters. You truly fill my heart with so much love.'

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

you moved again... hope things are ok!

Anonymous said...

nice quote. who said it?

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y said...

I did... and you are?