I shall forget

sometimes i'm bit confused. to forget or to remember just exactly where i stand. i kinda lose myself in one end of the scale, in my little world placing myself where i like to be... but you can only surround yourself with that much good energy. it has to pop at some point. and when it does, you spiral right down. and then... you remember. it all comes flooding back.. just what it was, it is and how it should be. perhaps because it isn't the 1st time it has happened, you deal with it a little better. you go numb a lot quicker. you feel in your mind and not your heart. is that possible? hmm.. interesting concept. its a cycle. life's a cycle. so simple yet so hard to understand.

so easy to speak, beautiful words so easily spoken... but it is so hard to take action.