if what you want from me is to understand how you feel, or sympathize or whatever, i'm sorry, i have none to give today. i'm too tired and too weak to be as loving and giving as i normally am. In fact, what i need is a little care. i'm physically weak and emotionally frustrated. but the day has to go on, experiments to be finished and things to be done. just cause you are not feeling 100% doesn't mean you can stay at home and sleep the day away tho i very much wish i could do what i did on tuesday. but that only happens when you truly can't get out of bed. mini's not happy. i need to go for a run but i can't. argh... some days i wish there was a bubble i could go into. me and my laptop in a bubble, disconnected from the worries of life. sit in there with my laptop and watch movies/series/anime one episode after another till i feel refreshed again.
i wish i knew a John Coffey today.
1 comment:
i love John Coffey too...
and i totally get this feeling... imagining a bubble and float away, just me and my thousands of books...
but reasons are not strong enough, are they?
it's like you need a kind of "helplessness" to make you realise that you need time for yourself.
hope u're better this week...
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