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What a week it has been.. From one bad thing to another n it just keeps getting worse. So much I don't understand.

If I was a boss, I'd put more time and effort into my employees' work. I'd push for what's important for them because as a team, anyone who publishes is beneficial for the whole lab.

Being a friend, I'd be more considerate especially when it's reasonable. Things said shouldnt be ignored initially, "I'll keep in mind" wtf? The least a close friend deserves is respect. I may not agree with what my friends do but tht's their perogative. So long as there's an understanding. I've been patient but there's only so much one can take when everything said has been shrugged off. There are some things that can't and shouldn't just roll of your back.

Forgiveness. So hard to achieve but once you've done it, the sky clears and the load is off your shoulders. There are many who don't n won't understand why I do what I do but how do I make u understand? Everything happens for a reason. Without it, I'll never truly experience that sense of peace.

Why do people find it necessary to use profanity when arguing? To scream such things at someone is not nice. I've never been much of a screamer. I hate it. I shrink into my shell n hope this craziness will pass soon. I keep quiet to not infuriate. But I've learnt that if u let it happen once, it'll always happen. So dont be a little coward tht shrinks. Fight back.

Nothing but a marshmellow inside.